the white cat disappeared

the white cat is gone. seriously. i don't understand it. one minute, he's being annoyingly dull and refusing to respond to my baiting and the next minute he's throwing up and before you know it, he's in a carrier and gone.

the funny thing is, i always assumed that this would make me happier. i have the undivided affections of two, that's right TWO humans. AND all the food. AND no stinky boy smell in the litter box. AND the best sitting spot from which to watch birds.

and yet, i feel a sense of...something. for one thing, it's friggin' lonely as ass here all day. so much so that i'm actually excited to see the humans when they come home, an excitement which results in them getting a far too high opinion of themselves. also, there isn't more food. they just put down half of what they used to. and there's no fight for it...that's kind of dull. and there's no more stray tuna bits because they only feed the white cat tuna.

so i'm at a loss. do i *shudder* miss the white cat? that's pushing it. but i miss something. not him. but something.

-zoe